Do you ever miss being hospitalized?

I was recently hospitalized before Halloween and I got out earlier this month and I'm not gonna lie I am extremely happy to have my freedom back in terms of being at home with my family, however, I absolutely miss the atmosphere at the specific hospital that I was at because the people that I met and came across during my stay there were some of the most genuine people I've ever come across in my whole entire life being diagnosed with schizoaffective bipolar type since 2020. I miss being able to choose my meals and also be hyper fixated on meals in the hospital because they were just so yummy. What I miss the most is going to group and also having a sensory room to go to when I was on the verge of having a breakdown or after having a breakdown