The one flaw in my bf

I am 26F I live in Mumbai. my boyfriend is 27M lives in Pune. Friends sinse last 10 years and couple since last 3 years.

He started his business 2 years ago and by god’s grace it is working good.

In our relationship, he’s the one who expects for me to come receive him up at the airport etc. Whereas for me, I am quite practical because I have a 9-5 job. I do not have any unreasonable expectation or I do not wish to wish him to do anything, which makes him tired or makes him go out of his way . He is a very sweet. He is caring all of that.

The only thing that bugs me is that whenever I am in need in an urgent need or a SOS situation, he is never there he has a bad sleeping schedule. He Stays up almost the whole night and sleeps till the next day afternoon. I wake up at seven in the morning and sleep by 11 PM, even if he calls me in the middle of the night, I am always available for him. It is very rare that I do not answer his call.

So recently he fell sick and I travel to Ahmedabad to see him because he had a surgery and dwhile I was travelling, I had a fight with my mom and I Got a really bad panic attack.

It’s been 15 days and I am suffering from really bad panic attacks, low BP and low heart rate. I had to travel back home (Rajasthan) on 31st because I fainted on my way to a house party. My BF has been surprisingly chill about it. He just tells me to relax calm down and I will be okay, but whenever I call him, he never ever answers in a single go today itself in the morning. I called him like 20 times while waiting in the line to get my ECG and blood test done. and he was sleeping it was fucking 11:30am. I would not expect somebody to be sleeping at 11:30 in the morning. he’s never there for me, and it is the only thing that bugs me about him.