Over it

Every day is the same. Go to work. Go home. And I am grateful for having a home and a job. But these days I feel like I’m being eaten from the inside out on how lonely I’ve been. It’s been hitting me that I have not gone out socially in idk how long. Months? I really don’t even know. And it’s effecting me a lot more these days. Usually it doesn’t bother me but it’s just been too much. My hobbies don’t even bring me that much joy anymore because deep down it’s starting to turn into a way to distract myself from being lonely and becoming aware of that is a lot That isn’t even half of how I’m really feeling but I just need to get it out somewhere. If you’re feeling like this, you really are not alone. And thank you for even taking the time to read this all if you did.