Book of various worries

I'm going to my best friend's place tomorrow all the way in Idaho where I am in California and its been 2 years since I've seen him I was going to last year but quarantine happened and it got cancelled so I'm worried that I'm not the me he used to like and he won't want to be friends I have known him since the first grade and he has been my best friend ever since so I can't lose him I'm worried