1000 hours in and i havent done anything [rant]
howdy yall, i dont know if this is the right place or right tag or anything like that and if something is wrong please let me know and ill delete it. this is just a big rant to be honest. I started out blender last year as i got my brand new pc and was always wanted to do 3d anime animations or any animations as i grew up watching stuff like rwby and dillingoo so i wanted to try. Mind you i never really learned anything before when it comes to hobbies, ive tried a ton but never could just do it. i went thought the tutorial hell of trying to learn to make a character for 4 months, i finally made one and it awful of course but i still kept tryng to learn. i tried to do a ton of stuff like making scenes lighting and everything and by the end of it i finished with this character, still wanted to make the anime characters i looked up too. i wanted to make stories and everything but 1000 whole hours in and here i am. with a horrbile character and projects that arnt even worth showing. i feel silly for even trying to be honest. first time trying to learn something and a whole 1000 hours in and this is what i have to show for it, i really dont think i imporved at all since that first 4 months either. im sorry for bothering yall with my problems but if yall got any wise tips or anything pieces of wisdom you would give to a fool like me it would be greatly apricated