I don’t know if I’m bi or not

I (30F) have always known I like men and that I someday wanted to get married and have kids and never even questioned it.

However, a couple years ago I’ve realised that I’ve had crushes on girls since I was a teen and even had a dream about kissing one of my friends once. I’m not bothered about it at all.

However I’ve never been with anyone neither man or woman unless you count schoolyard boyfriends that lasted a couple of days. I’ve never imagined myself marrying a woman and I’m not saying it’s not a possibility but is it possible to be bi but still prefer men over women?

Also can those crushes on women just be me wanting what they have? Usually I find them gorgeous and I don’t know if I’m jealous or just attracted to them.

I’m just confused and unsure if I can label myself as such. I don’t have any queer friends I can ask. Or at least not close ones I feel comfortable breaching the topic with.

Sorry if this is a stupid question and this is the wrong sub for this. I’m not an active Reddit user