Running out of time?

Ladies, after competing in my first show.. life absolutely beat the hell out of me causing me to not train/loss of appetite as I had to be there for family and also a job loss.. I guess you could say I folded when life got hard.

Im 29 and feel like I found bodybuilding so late in life and there’s no way I can make a career of this now. Feeling like I shouldn’t even hop back on the saddle