Well, am I stressing or preggo?

Hello beautiful people,

as of today, I am 7 days late. And panicking.

My last cycle ended on december 27th, so it‘s been 38 days now. According to flo, I was supposed to ovulate on the 7th. I doubt this happened though because I was undergoing major stress (lots of fighting at home, immense emotional distress, preparing for exams..)

I also hardly ate, upped my caffeine intake to the max and flipped my sleep schedule multiple times.

My boyfriend and I either use condoms or the notorious pull and pray method. During my fertile days we use condoms religiously. It is only when I‘m approaching my period that we have unprotected sex since I know my body pretty well and what stage of the cycle I‘m in (or so I thought).

I assume that my ovulation was pushed back by a solid week, meaning that I approximately ovulated on the 13th of January. We had unprotected sex twice around that time. Now I do have to add that my boyfriend‘s pull out game is very strong, always pulling out super early, sometimes way too early even. Always finishing himself off and taking lots of time to do so. Depending on the position we we‘re in I even saw the precum leak myself. I am aware that there is always a potential risk (and I‘m honestly better off abstaining from the pull out method altogether) but it‘s worked for us so far. He also suffers from a condition which affects his sperm, meaning the sperm is both low in terms of quality and quantity. A yay for now, but not for when we plan to have kids.

We did not have an „oops“ moment, nothing happened. I‘m just going insane and my OCD is WILDING.

Anyway, it‘s been 38 days and no period. I usually get very strong period cramps a few days before - nothing yet. My discharge is very thick and creamy, sometimes slightly yellowish too (very normal for me before my period). I‘ve been noticing weird sensations in my uterus but nothing too crazy. I have 0 early pregnancy symptoms, my boobs feel normal, I‘m not nauseous or anything. Last night I randomly had a mental breakdown, it was very overwhelming and out of nowhere, so I do believe that my period is on its way. Then again my OCD is making me question my whole existence right now.

Also, I took a pregnancy test two days ago! A clear negative. I think I will take one in a few days again, just for my sanity‘s sake.

All I need is reassurance. Also, yes I‘ve been super late before due to stress. My last cycle I was 3d late as well. I just can‘t stop thinking about it. My life would literally be over.