anxiety anxiety anxiety.

i’m posting on here to get some clarity and reassurance on a couple of things. this will be my third post in the past 6 days but i’m doing it to get myself out of the googling spiral and focus on the replies to this thread. feel free to call me out!

anyway, had my last period from 22 - 26 december. I’m currently 6 days late according to that, Ive also been averaging a 32 day cycle as of the last 3 months of 2024. I haven’t had a period all of this year (feel terrifying to say)

i have been sexually active on day 28 of my cycle (january 18th) and we used condoms + pullout. i know pregnancy isn’t possible from this as he pulled out significantly early and took another minute to ejaculate. i also know the condom wasn’t torn, leaking or broken because he had to get himself off and the condom was fine during that.

on the 25th of jan, i thought i got my period because i had some spotting & pink mucus. i also had the usual backache that accompanies the very beginning of my cycle. i’ve never randomly spotted like this, it’s not at all common for me.

i can’t confirm my ovulation, i haven’t cared to track it this month but with every passing day my anxiety increases severely that i might have a cyst, hormonal imbalance, pcos, or even pregnancy.