I ran out of meds

I feel super unstable rn because my meds keep my brain in check and I don’t have them for at least another month.

Because of the holidays, my psychiatrist has been booked and when I went to schedule an appointment, the next available one was January 28th. So I booked it and messaged her and was basically like “hey idk if this is right but if you can get me in before that would be great. Also I’m basically out of meds, idk if you can send a new prescription for me in the meantime.” Then I get a call that says I need to make an in person appointment with them. Cool, so I ask when the next available one is. Freaking January 28th. So I tell them I’ll take it and ask my provider if I have to wait for that to get my meds refilled and she says yes. So now I have no meds. If I had known that I needed this appointment, I would have booked it way earlier but they didn’t tell me until I got a call from them. I hate this.

Gonna go breakdown now since I’m way overstimulated