I finally connect with my feelings, I live them. Sometimes I enjoy life and I feel good about my body. I don't think, I do. I have established my life and started building a career. I have friends and I even feel affection for them... But I'm still schizoid!

I'm still not a "normal". I am an alien.

There is something fundamentally different in me, and I don't understand what it is.

What could it be? What do you think?