Persona Vs role, inner landscape Vs taste, situation Vs audience

So I have something I'm struggling to reconcile.

I've experimented with both left and right logic and left seems like the obvious choice. My aesthetic is typically left, and the difference in my body language when I use each logic is noticeable. However, I'm not very happy with my work outfits. I feel like I'm dressing in an unsatisfying middle ground between 'myself' and 'dress code'.

The thing that makes me really question my logic is that I love the idea of dressing for a concept. So when I tried right logic, I found it hard to get inspired by my work situation, BUT if I think of the concept of an office outfit, or a lounge outfit etc I can more easily think how I can fit the caricature/persona into that setting. Kind of like colouring between the lines I guess? I love the idea of being like a doll, and dressing myself up for each different context in a style that's distinctly me. But the inspiration for that style comes from my inner world. There's a very strong through line in the colours, textures, patterns and details I like and I want my wardrobe to be a cohesive collection of items that can mix and match to serve different purposes, with every outfit (ideally) being recognisably me.

Does any of this make any sense and does this thought process vibe with anyone? I'm fairly certain I'm quite up, and maybe all these thoughts could be covered by that, without straying into right territory. But I'm unsure how to get dressed without situation being a strong influence, because I absolutely hate to feel like I've misunderstood the assignment. But again, this might be because I'm not dressing as up as I feel I should.

That being said, I never think about what I'm contributing to a situation this is all about me and how I'm portaying myself (though I wouldn't say it's strategic, more art - but part of the art is designing these 'costumes' for myself). To give an example, I'm currently temping in an office. I can totally get away with the clothes I have, and I'm not the most dressed down person here, I'm so unsatisfied: probably compounded by the face I'm not going many other places than work. I have an extremely strong (+ up) vision for how I'd like to dress here, and while the vision is 100% on brand for me and not inspired by the actual office I work in or the people here, I wouldn't have come up with it had I not thought about the 'office concept'. Which makes me question what logic I'm most inspired by.

Thanks in advance for any insights! This may be so obvious but thinking about your own thought process compared to other people's is so confusing haha. I would love to book a GG once Rita is back but for now, I'm very much overthinking it