I can't even do a half flip 😅

So I'm almost 2 weeks into skating and I'm able to ollie at a beginner level (Wheels all off the ground but looks goofy), tictac semi well and can cruise pretty comfortably with the board.

I want to learn tricks but even starting with a half flip I can only land them 2/10 times. And that's on GRASS! On concrete I'd kms if I fell like I do on the grass. I know it's all about practise practise practise but hell am I just naturally awful?

Mainly here to either hear other's struggles or to confirm I am just really bad 😂 Thanks everybody, I'll keep at it but man it's disheartening to struggle so much on a trick that I see everybody do so effortlessly even first try for some.