An inappropriate touch:

How long does it take to eradicate those imprints of disgust from your body, given by the hands of a member of your family? How long does it take to levitate yourself from the shame and wrath that comes with those moments of humiliation and abuse? How long does it take for those hands to besiege your body and succumb your soul to the beastly lust of your perpetrators? Perhaps, they maimed that part of me and left it for a lifelong putrefaction after touching me inappropriately and shattering my dignity and self respect into the shards of my traumatised mental state! The currents of shockwaves that hit my mind were catastrophic and baffling and pushed me into the oblivion of unfathomable pain. Still, the silence embellished my lips and weighed down my skyrocketing emotions under the contrivance of my smile, because of my reticent nature and my inability to accentuate my feelings and this incident shall always haunt me as a nauseatingly miserable refrain! The more I try to forget it, the more I feel myself being clenched by their loathsome grip and my psyche despising their ignominious intent….

~inquisitive-reader

Ps. The motive behind sharing my story is to make people aware of what’s happening around them. I don’t want anyone to repeat the mistake i did and suffer in silence but to raise their voices against their perpetrators and talk about it to a trusted adult because no one deserves to be robbed of their dignity and respect.