Exercise Bands

The exercise bands are an interesting choice. So specific. I wonder if every time she used them she imagined using them on her kids. Like were they constantly interrupting her workouts? She seemed to work out excessively (ie the Pelo-baby birth story). She sounds like a nut job in general forget all the postpartum stuff. I get "American Psycho" vibes when I think about it.

This is all speculation of course but I wonder if she was trying to work out that night while she waited for her Mediterranean "power" bowl to be delivered. Did she send her husband to that specific restaurant because she was craving that dish because it was healthy and nourishing? She did say diet and exercise had been making all the difference for her. But were her kids getting in the way? Something made her snap and it wasn't a man's voice. Maybe she lost her shit and attacked one of them (Dawson?) then was like oh shit now I need to kill them all. Dawson was found in his dad's office. Had he wandered in there and he wasn't supposed to and she had to stop her workout to go get him and she had the bands and she snapped? She let the intrusive thoughts win. But there is still something narcissistic about it all. I mean if that's what happened... and if it did then she deserves to be in a wheelchair. She can't work out like she used to. Karma!