Padhai ho nhi rhi bhai. 🙏

Bohot koshish kar chuki hu. Alag alag subreddit pe help maang chuki hu ghanta kuch nhi ho rha merese
Humanities easy bhi nahi hai. Matlab haa easier than science but padhne wale ka dimaag bohot kharab ho jata hai Upar se Entrance

My school's been having these pre boards from November WITHOUT a gap. we started i around the last week of Nov and currently on the last subject of 7th revision!!! with one more round to go upar se practicals
You can ideally SEE why we are burnt out
ATP toh mei bas books kholke yt dekhne lagti hu. Mujhe shorts dekhna pasand bhi nahi hai but yeh kuch aversion build ho gya padhne se

Kitne saare methods, experiments, kya kya NAHI try kiya. Khudki lab rat bangyi hu

I tried conditioning myself with small rewards, NOPE
I tried to motivate myself with bigger rewards and goals, NOPE
I tried pomodoro, i just ignore the timer and do what i do
I tried different POSITIONS to sit, NOPE
I am just simply losing hope. I DO NOT want to study, but i SOOO badly want my marks because i know i am NOT someone to settle for less. (no, that doesnt motivate me)

Har time neend hi aati hai
Raat bhar padhne ki koshish kari - pehle do teen din sahi gya phir vapis vhi neend
papa har raat chillate hai. "Tereko koi clg nahi milne wali"
Subeh 3/4 baje ki try ki - kya mast need aayi kya batau
exam hall me - neend
book kholo toh neend
KUCH bhi karne ka mann nahi karta yaar phir bhi phat rhi hai
Marks toh chahiye, mujhe pata hai mei mark laa sakti h lekin nahi ho rha hopes kam hote jaa rhe hai.
12th is NOT like 10th I DO NOT like that. :<

help kardo :<