Failed due to fire evacuation

Anyone else fail due to the fire evacuations in So Cal? I am back home and okay - very lucky, unfortunately, so many are not. It is heart breaking. My husband is still out fighting them.

My motivation is at an all time low. I spent the last few days just … depressed. Part of me feels like restarting would be great. Part of me wants to rot and just fall apart.

Anyone restart during this or similar? I am sure this has gotten some people through tragic events - just wrapping my head around it.