Everyone in my house won’t let me sleep

Just venting, but I am so sick and tired of being woken up every night, all night, by 3 kids and pets. My 2 kids sleep in the next room and want the bathroom light on, but it shines in my room. So I close my door. The stupid cats (2, 10yrs old) don’t like that. They will scratch the door fucking hard until I open it. GREAT. So we do that. Then always about 2 hrs later, my kids get in my bed and yeah sleep training and all of that, except they come in when I’m in a deep sleep and I barely even know they’ve come in sometimes until I’m layered in kids and dying from heat. Then the 18mo old is going through a regression and wants milk at 430 every fucking day. And she won’t stop and will scream while you are making milk, waking whomever. The cats will follow me and scratch the door to now LEAVE my room. And now that I’ve made the milk, it’s at a weird time and my intestines have woken up. So now I have to go to the bathroom. The one cat esp that won’t stop fucking walking in and out of my room, opening the door so fucking wide each time. He does this in the evening as well after I put my kids to bed and close my door a bit for the baby. He’ll walk in, go do whatever, but I’ll leave, and oh he needs to leave now too. Stepped in dog piss because of my elderly dog. And now it’s 5:55 am and it’s basically time to wake up now because kid #1 needs to go to school. Same kid also kept me up since 430 tossing and turning and whatever else kids do when they’re not sleeping.

And yeah I’ll miss it and the noise when it’s over yada yada yada. Stfu. I don’t care right now. I haven’t slept properly in fucking years and I’m about to be the grumpiest asshole all day and have to pretend I’m not because they’re just kids and animals who wanna be with me. Have to make sure I Power Nap for the millionth day in a row otherwise I’ll have a hard time driving to work. Like this lack of sleep is really affecting me and there’s nothing I can do about it. I work part time in the evenings and I’m not home til about 7:45. I have the other two kids all day. I just want a couple of hours to watch my show or exercise or heaven forbid spend time with my husband.

And I love them all, truly I do. The kids, the pets, my husband. But fucking fuck. Here comes the fucking cat now….

My eyes hurt now from being sleepy.