having big breasts is a curse

Rant; yes thats it. I dont find it attractive, dont find it comfortable, or pretty. I just wish i had normal or small sized boobs. "Oh but boys love big breasts!" Well then fuck them boys, theyre just objectifying it, i cant run properly without those slipping of my bra, or having horrid back pain if i make any effort. Its like ive been cast to do nothing or else i get an insufferable back pain. Cant wear t shirts either without people looking at it...