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it's been 18-20hrs? since i vented here but i needed to vent again because my anxiety is only getting worse and im getting all the more scared. i have no idea what to do. i dont have any source of comfort or reassurance. all i can do is sleep then wake up sick and stressed and cry. i cant stop crying. i want to ask for help but i dont have any one. im just so scared i really want to fucking die.