Racism disguised as ugliness

I think I'm not as much ugly as much as I'm victim of racism. Mainly skin color. Because the only argument bullies have for my "ugliness" is being tan. And I'm South Asian and light skin is the only standard of beauty for women. And people with no attractive or redeeming features are called beautiful and put on a pedestal cus they are light.

I personally don't believe I'm ugly and I have nice eyes and sharp face. And I have tried putting light skin makeup and the result was people saying i look good. So be careful calling yourself when you're just being a victim of racism. And racists can suck ass to oblivion I am glad that I am tan and darker so it's like a filter i don't end up with a racist person.