Twin flame or am I just crazy?

The person I believe to be my twin flame is a guy that lived in my neighborhood when I was growing up. I had the biggest crush on him & often found myself too nervous to talk to him. This guy was my first everything. My first kiss, my first time & I believe he was my first love. It’s an odd situation because we were young so I can’t really say we were dating. I’m 29 & don’t understand why I would be so stuck on a person the person I first kissed at 14.

Over the years he would pop into my head randomly but the past 3 years the thoughts have been more constant. We are friends on social media but do not really talk. I’ll never forget a few years ago he had shared a funny meme about relationships & finding someone. I somewhat jokingly responded to the post in a message saying something along the lines of he won’t let me love him & he left me on read (I’m cringing just typing this out).

After that situation he’s commented on one of my pictures once, I’ve reached out for small talk once or twice & he was responsive. Even last week I offered him my condolences because of his mother passing away & He said he appreciated that I checked in on him. So our convos are pretty short & sweet.

I see he got married a few months ago & I am engaged (making this even more confusing for me). When I think about my possible twin flame I can’t describe the feeling that comes over me, I so badly want to talk to him & be around him. I feel like I have so much love I want to give to him & pour my heart out. Seeing him name makes my heart race & the few short convos we have had made me so happy. It scares me that this feeling has never come over me with my fiancé.

I am really beginning to feel like I am losing my mind & considering getting professional help.

Does this sound like a possible twin flame situation or just someone with an obsessive personality?