"gender" doesn't really matter to me
I mean Ive known a lot of the bickering between truscum and tucute comes from the way each of you define gender. I think both of these concepts are real and everyone spends too much time fighting over what definition gets to be called gender. I believe gender is, in part, a socially constructed idea, I also think we have an innate and immutable sense of self that can and often is at odds with our physical bodies.
I've realized my transness doesn't really have much to do with gender. not in any traditional sense. my expression is just a means to an end, an attempt to convey to people that sense of self. but I don't really actually care about masculinity or being a "man"
I quite like feminine things and would prefer being pretty over being handsom, I just do not want to be acknowledged as female so I abstain.
I kind of just want a dick. I don't really care about feminine or masculine, I wouldn't even care about getting misgendered if I were born male. I've always been deeply envious of cis femboys and that's probably why.
idk I'm just wondering if anyone feels the same way.