Idk if can keep going on like this any longer
I 23m going through neurological issues this whole year that seems to be getting worse by the month, seizures, pins and needles, speech loss at random times, needing a walkers, sdoctors don't care enough to diagnose me properly so it's hard to get on disability, I come from abusive background so my support system is basically nonexistent, it's hard to get in shelters because they tell me they think I need to be in a medical shelter facility but I can't get into those places because doctors have yet to fucking diagnose me and honestly I just feeling ready to give up, the few friends I have has abandoned me and left me for dead because they think I'm beyond ever getting the help I need, I'm doing everything in my power for the last few months to change my situation and nothing helps and my spirit is feeling crushed beyond words and my heart I experienced so much trauma and humiliation and abandoned just because of severe neurological health issues that I didn't choose to go. I was Ina transitional living program at one point but when I kept having seizures everyday without a diagnosis they just dropped me off at the hospital and exited me from their program and been homeless since my mental health is starting to self destruct grom the huge effort i been putting in with no results I don't know what to do