Mental Breakdown, please tell me this is normal

I've been having a mental breakdown about my tinnitus getting so much worse

My family has been making fun of me this whole time and I don't know what to do

It's three or four times as bad as it was a few weeks ago now and I can't hear anything without my ears hurting

The sound also changed. The ringing is still there but there is a rattling too

It's so loud, I can't do this, please tell me this will pass, I can't do this

I can't do this