I want a glass of wine so bad

Or a bottle. Or two. Some beers too. I’ve boasted on here how little I’ve felt cravings on this bout of sobriety so far. Welp tonight the cravings are kicking as ass. Had a super productive day, had a great workout, played a ton with my kids. Now the house is warm, I’m chilling by the fire, TV in the background, ate some good food. Wine sounds like the most perfect way to wrap up the evening. So I’m posting on here instead, reading all the relapse stories and trying so hard not to slip up. Probably just gonna go to bed early to basically run away from these cravings. I know if I have a tiny bit tonight, I’ll be partying non stop all of December.