Need to vent - Feel free to ignore

So for a bit of context, I've been a backer since 2012. I've spent a good chunk of my money on the game over the years. I absolutely believe that this game can and will be great one day... But today just put a wet blanket on my mood and I just need to vent a bit

I came home today after having a pretty painful surgery hoping to have some fun in SC - maybe do a few missions, some salvage, whatever, nothing super complicated

Well first, I couldn't manage to get a hangar pad at New Babbage. I looked around and noticed everyone else was also hovering around, unable to land too. Luckily, I could actually switch servers without getting stuck to one

Joined the next server. This time, I call atc to leave my hangar. Get places 3rd in queue. As my time comes up, 2 other random hangar doors spawn in front of mine. I slowly exit the hangar through these fake doors only to get stuck halfway, forcing me to land back inside

Onto server 3. This time, I made it out to space and decided to skip stopping at New Babbage for parts and go straight for a mission. I accept a yellow ship contract, except there's no major marker.... After manually navigating to the objective, the task switches from 'go to place x' to 'protect ship from attackers', indicating I'm at the right spot and confirming what I see on the starmap.... Except there is no ship and there are no attackers

At this point I'm pretty pissed off, so I make one last effort. I find a mission and successfully manage to land in the hangar for loading, wahoo! I got to load the cargo and it's not even there. I triple checked the location and it was right.

All I want to do is play the game

I get that it's still pre-alpha and a tech test and bla bla bla but my goodness, it's been a decade of constant bugs and frustration. It's such a promising game and nothing else has the same concept, but it feels like we're always stuck in two steps forward, one step back

Tl;Dr - had surgery and I'm cranky and in pain. Really love the idea of this game but it's bugs and glitches pissed me off to no end today and I feel just a bit fed up with all the excuses in the development process. I believe in CiG but I'm tired boss