HELP! Blushing!

M16, I will try to explain the best I can. The other day, I was talking to a girl at school just for fun, and after the conversation, I blushed, which I never do. I do sometimes get anxiety when talking to a new person or someone I like, but I’ve never blushed. Anyway, someone in class pointed it out and laughed about it, which just made it worse (everyone in class found out) . Now I can’t speak to anyone in my class without feeling anxious about my face turning red. I keep thinking, "Don’t go red, don’t go red," but my face still turns red. This happens almost every time I have a conversation now, so I end up sitting with a hood on.

I’ve been isolated for 3-5 years with no friends, which makes it worse. One of the only reason I have anxiety is because I’m scared my face will turn red. It also makes it worse when I have undiagnosed OCD, because I can’t let go of these thoughts. Is anyone else experiencing something similar? I’m thinking medication