i’m offended and kinda sad.. should i be???

so basically i 24f got raped by an ex anally and it turned me off from anal for years.

ANYWAYZZ

my (now) bf and i have done anal a few times recently and we were having sex tonight and it was regular sex and then he said “let me put it in your butt i’ll cum so much faster”

i know asses are tighter, but i kinda took that the wrong way maybe? it has me thinking.. like is my pussy not good enough? ugh i am overthinking this shit