No one cares

I’m really conflicted. I started less than a week ago, really shallow. The first few cuts are almost gone completely. I’ve cut almost every day since. At first I hid them, cause I was ashamed and felt like I was seeking attention. But yesterday I was playing DnD with friends and the wrist brace I use to hide the cuts was in the wash, so I decided to just fuck it. I had short sleeves and some of the cuts were pretty fresh and still red.

No one noticed. One of the people there was the person I come to for support and she knew I was wanting to do it. No one said anything or noticed at all.

I feel even worse now, because I feel like I just want attention, but I just want someone to care about me.

I don’t know what to do. I hide the cuts at home because I live with my mom and I hide them at school because I feel like an asshole for even cutting, but no one noticing makes me want to cut even more!