Going down the path of degeneracy after divorce

Mid thirties, divorced two years ago after she cheated on me and left me for my best friend at the time

In the past two years I've gambled away 130k, and slept with 2-3 women/week every week, often without protection.

I've had days of heavy drinking (maybe 3 drinks/day for 4 days in a row), where before I used to be effectively sober.

I just want to be loved and find my person again but I can't. I treat everything like garbage, including myself.

My former friends are distracting themselves from me, either due to their own blossoming relationships or to just stay away from my idiotic behavior.

I'm on a thin rope at my job (which is full remote and high earning, I do not want to lose it) due to terrible performance for years now

I've gone to therapy, I've done everything but it feels like my life is falling apart and I don't know what to do about it. My degenerate tendencies continue to increase in frequency and volume.