Drink or don't drink

So exactly what the title says, but Ive been clean from drinking for a whole year straight. I haven't done almost anything fun for an entire year. I wanted to spend time with one of my brothers but the man has my nephews he's gonna bring it in with. I don't really have any other family members I can even say im that cool with so I'm really questioning is it even worth drinking to bring in the year. Hate to mention the fact that I'm still also recovering from a bad relationship and for some reason still haven't been able to find one date even after a year. Just wondering what would you do if you was in my shoes? Drink or don't drink?