I have too many interests
The grand reason for not getting good at anything: too many interests to put time toward. Of course I haven't developed hard skills in dance, woodworking, working on cars, functional clothing repair, etc.. it's not locking into anything. Plus, how the fuck am I supposed to read a shitload of books and articles (to say nothing of seeing films and shows)?
I'm not sorry for finding pleasure in stuff, but fuck. Might have to do themed days/months for stuff so I can actually learn to focus. I want to lock in on what I feel I'm Meant To Do In Life. But it's easy to get distracted when so much shit brings me temporary joy