Advice

Hi there, In 2022 I had a drug induced psychosis from ayashuaca. I then had two further psychosis episodes after that in 2023. The last one I thought I had a heart attack and died and turned into the devil. Since then I’ve been completely disconnected.

My symptoms are: ~depersonalisation ~derealisation ~intrusive thoughts (getting told I’m the devil all the time, that I’m a child of Satan etc” ~feeling as though my soul is trapped for eternity ~no emotions ~no connection to emotions ~no connection to love ~no connection to music ~no connection to dance ~no connection to spirit

I’m looking for any guidance on how I can heal and get better!