I just want to leave.

Look, I just got accepted to a prestigious medical-based university thanks to my hardwork back in high school. And apparently, I'm on scholarship too. My parents were the ones who paid for my education and bills and I'm learning to be independent in small ways. But for some reason, they made up their minds that I would not stay in the dorm even though I explained to them the benefits of letting me stay there. They kept blaming me for "not waking up too early" or "being too slow in my assignments" (even though I usually put effort into them). They always blame me for the smallest shit and not even a "thank you" for any small accomplishment I have. Everytime I'm at home, I want to cry whenever I studied because I can feel the pressure from their presence. I wanted to get away from them and everything associated with them. I even cried and told my dad that I'm willing to die just to get the result that he wants but just said nothing. They keep telling me to be this or that but their expectations from me are so inconsistent. WHAT DO THEY WANT?! I want to unalive myself.