Many, many withdrawals

I have been using kratom for ever. First years I was heavily addicted and would CT every 6 months or so. As time went on I learned more discipline. Eventually I was able to control it. No more than 2 doses a week. I have done that for a long time. Kinda getting to the addiction line then backing off. But I am not 100%. 5 years ago I would cross that line often. As the years went by I crossed it less and less. Well I have crossed it again. Unfortunately I have been one an expert at getting myself off.

I have a family and can’t really do CT anymore. I need to stay active with my family. My wife doesn’t care about kratom, as long as I don’t have life stopping withdrawal. So I have leaned how to “silently” withdraw.

Thursday is my last dose. Let’s call it 20 units for a day (just a arbitrary measurement)

You have to keep yourself in a state of “minor” withdrawal. Friday next dose at 6 pm. 6 units. It’s enough to keep the physical withdrawal symptoms at bay. But your mind will tell you you need more. Friday 6 units right before bed. Again just enough to keep symptoms manageable. Carry on with same schedule. 5 days drop to 4 units. 5 days drop to 2 units. This allows me to withdraw and still be present for my family.