Confession: I pop Prozac at random.

I’ll pop a pill at random. And then I have a great fucking day. I enjoy everything around me. I feel more like myself. No darkness creeping through or clouding my thoughts.

I feel it work immediately; within 4 hours I’m already making different decisions than I would have without it. I’m positive. Goofy. Smiley. Horny.

I used to be on it. And I loved it. It saved my life in 2021 after just 6wks. Then I went off it. The longest I’ve been on it has been 4 months or so; then I tell myself life is OK I don’t need it anymore then go about 6-8 months without.

I should maybe go back on it full time, but to be honest, I kind of like just popping a pill at random. Maybe pop for a few days, let it chill in my system, and take time off.

Is this terrible? I don’t think so. It’s my way of making this work without worrying about long term effects of being medicated for a long time.

But dang, this is a good drug.

35/female/20mg