Fly on the wall

Am I a grump? I feel like I complain too much, but when I stop, I feel like a pushover. Maybe I wasn't meant to react to people. I used to think I was awkward, now I know, I'm just meant to observe. I'm a fly on the wall in the story of my life, watching life happen and not having a say. When I try to have a say, I say something weird. When I say something weird, they take away my say. I don't mind if people don't want to hear me speak, because I got soup dumplings and attention is overrated!