Just got rejected from AF HPSP

I feel like my life just got fucked over so hard, I have no clue how I’m going to pay back the debt now. My only acceptances are NYU and Tufts, both will put me in 600k or more of debt. To be clear I am going to tufts and I am planning on applying for all branches 3 year scholarships next year but I just feel really fucked over right now