Life sucks as a porn addicted virgin

It genuinely feels hopeless being 23 as a sexless guy. I constantly have these long periods of mental turmoil that are onset because my addiction and I feel like I can’t battle it. I’ve tried therapy, I’ve tried exercising, and I’ve tried meditation but nothing seems to work long term. I’m just constantly pulled back in and away from friends and any possible social events because I’m just so fucking guilt ridden with myself.