I need help on this
Lately I’ve been having a debate in my mind. That debate is about a certain porn genre. I’ve watched this genre many times but I wouldn’t say I watch it most of the times. This genre isn’t exactly the most moral and I can certainly say that I don’t like 100% what I see in that genre, neither would I replicate it in real life, but then, why do I find it hot? Well, when I watch it I just focus on the scenes, angles, and sometimes even the dialogue. So you could say I’m picky in what I watch, if a video doesn’t contain those mentioned things in a way I find it hot then I wouldn’t bother watching it. Lately, I’ve been having a fear of creating a weird sexual fetish with this genre because I’m getting exposed to it when I watch it, I never focus on the context just the scenes but if it has something ugly in the context of course I wouldn’t watch. I fear this because the truth is that I don’t want to become like the people in those videos or in the comments, also I don’t want to involve a partner if I ever have one. Plus when I think about porn or sex some of those scenes come to mind which I hope it’s normal and I don’t watch it alter my perception of sex or happiness. Have you guys had a problem like this before? If so, how do I deal with it? Thank you