I want to learn more about this

So, first of all.. I’m 14, I don’t know if that means anything but I just want to learn about this religion mainly because my god there’s so much Apollo content on TikTok and just because I love deities (I hope I spelt that right) in general. It’s cool that that there’s so many gods and goddesses in this world that could call out to people and help people (like I’ve seen Apollo do in TikTok’s). And if my parents found out I’m curious about this they’d probably scold me so that’s a plus/j. Also, the reason I’m curious is because having your own deity (I don’t know if that’s the right term) is so cool. But makes me wonder “What makes me special they choose me or whatever?” Anyways, sorry this was so long so just tell me about this religion. What’s it like having a deity watch over you? Also, so so sorry if this is the wrong religion.