Clarifying the objective of actually being in a relationship with SP

This is about Outlining an objective and goal. Getting in depth with contemplation for SP.

Hi all.when reading Neville’s books and listening to his lectures one thing he repeats is knowing your objective and desire in order to contemplate how would it feel like? I dedicated time and routine to be in a better self concept and focused on myself first. Now I feel In such a good place and want to now practice being in the state of being with my SP all the time. Imagining him with exercises and meditations have been easy and I get the feeling. During the techniques. But I have gone about my day and I will see let’s say a post on manifesting on my Reddit and realise omg I forgot about my SP. Aren’t I met to be feeling him with me? Lol

I try to imagine myself with someone like Neville did at night. I get those nice feelings. But during the day I end up forgetting I am ‘in a relationship’. [for context I haven’t been in a relationship before, everything but one and without going into old states when SP pursued me I wanted to focus on me. ] I don’t know if it’s because I don’t have an experience of being in a relationship to go off on helping me be in the state during the day? I feel like I just forget like. Do I replicate what I know people do in a relationship or do i have to keep really sitting down and try to recreate my own story of what it means?

I feel like other areas seem a bit more straight forward but yes this would really help if anyone has been through a similar situation and figured out how to best stay in the state.

From my understanding feeling the wish fulfilled is ‘The subjective operation of the objective hope is the way to success’. Per Neville in his I am reality called imagination lecture. And of course he says we need to define our objective in every thing and the books.

What ways can I better aid myself in subjectively feeling the wish is fulfilled with SP that it feels good and natural to me? I feel like it’s easier with other areas like a job or a place to live or money you don’t reallly have to think about objects like money walking around with you or talking to you lol. I habe tried affirmation tapes which yeah they get me in a state or mood but only for so long as I listen to them. I really want to get into a state of being like I am in a relationship and this feels normal it feels natural. How can you do that when you have been single for 25years?

Thanks for the contributions in advance x

Edit: essentially the main question is: What does it feel like being in relationship? How would you compare it to the feeling of being single? How did you get used to it? I could imagine how it feels having friends or family but it’s not the same. I already feel that they love and desire me so that’s not enough …

Update: I managed to reconstruct a new concept of SP that I actually loved that made it easier to enjoy and sustain the state of the wish fulfilled