recommendations for sad movies?

Im talking GUTWRENCHING, I want to be depressed months after. I want to pause the movie multiple times because I can’t see the screen clearly through my tears, I want to BAWL every time I see an actor from that show. Give me PTSD. I don’t prefer romances but I won’t complain

If they could be on Netflix, HBO, Hulu, or Amazon prime would be extremely convenient!