I have an addiction to watching gory content

I am under the age of 14, and every time I see a gore video in my recommended, whether its an animation or live, I always click on it and go into a strange rabbit hole of searching and looking frame-by-frame at bloody videos for hours. When I see simulations that include gore (GoreBox, HalfSword, ETC.) or Ballistic Gel dummy compilations, I feel a satisfaction in watching the ragdolls and effects. I only started to realize this when I watched a video about a video on Aquivos da Morte Guerra, when I realized on what I was doing is extremely wrong for my age. I feel grossed out by myself, and I feel bad for digging for this stuff.

So what I guess what I'm trying to say is, how do I stop?