It’s a Struggle

I’ve been sick for 15 years and I’m losing my will to survive. I’ve been single and living alone with my dogs for the last 14 years. My dogs are quite old now too and really the only reason I’m trying to stay alive. I don’t want them to be re homed. I have two that are 14 and the third is 16, been with me their entire lives. I feel like shit everyday and have to push myself to keep my house clean, cook myself healthy meals, walk my dogs. My family really doesn’t get it and acts like I’m just being extra when I say I need to eat at a certain time, etc. Thx for listening.