How old are you and have you suffered from limerance for all your life?

I can't imagine still having this issue in my old age.

I'm in my late 30's and kinda ashamed of myself for still falling into this trap at this age. However,, I'm much more self aware and deal with it better now.

The guilt and shame just makes the whole thing harder to manage though. I feel out of control, and hate the fact I feel compelled to act this way and have these feelings. I can't do this forever. I won't manage.

An old LO popped up recently after a year and dragged me back in. I've vowed this be last episode of limmerance.

Does anyone expect to never escape? Can you see yourself as a limerant elderly person lol?