Husband Npm1 results 16 months post transplant- help!

My husband (49) had an allogenic sct in sept ‘23. He did well, no graft v host, and when we went for routine bloodwork last week his cbc bloodwork came back the best it’s been since he was first diagnosed. They also ran an NPM1 test that takes longer to come back, which has been routine because of his mutations (Npm1 and flt3). Yesterday that test came back as “detected” with a quantitative value of .006. His doctor wants to repeat the bloodwork this coming Monday to make sure.

I’ve been a mess, worse than his diagnosis, worse than the first relapse (he went through induction/consolidation chemo after diagnosis but no SCT transplant but his Npm1 test that time tested .09 after 11 months in remission, which was what led to SCT.

Now that we’ve veen through all this and this test has come back, my brain is unbearable while we wait for more info. I can’t stop thinking of what might come next, his death, my life being over without him. He’s my partner, my person. I don’t know how to do this. I hope for this to somehow be a false positive.

I had hope before because of his age, his oncologists enthusiasm that we could beat this. Now my hope is waning, and when I do feel hopeful, part of my brain also feels that this is delusional.

Please, someone give me hope. Some anecdotal story of their loved one having this happen and achieve lasting remission. I just want to live a long life with him.