Garments, in bed.

Hello everyone. Some thoughts advice.

My wife is LDS. I’m not, but go to church with her and support her and my kids as members. There are a lot about the church that I love.

She received her endowment a few months ago. My biggest issue is, I find it to be a huge turn off wearing them to bed. She doesn’t wear any sexy panties anymore. More often would wear pjs but at least they looked nice and were comfy or I would get occasional no pants.

I enjoy cuddling and having the body to body, spooning.. but I feel like her wearing garments to bed (and I know that is encouraged, as often and in times wear you don’t, it’s strongly recommended to put them back on as soon as possible, is 1 not attractive and 2 I feel like I have to ask Jesus’s permission to touch my wife.

But, is it odd for me to feel this way I do feel bad about it?

Other than there are some non sexual feelings I have about her now having her endowment.. odd I feel left behind now. But that’s another story and conversation.