Onto overcome ma*turbation

Honestly speaking, at this point I’m fed up of this addiction. Everyday whenever I have even half an hour of time, this catches upto me like hell. Idk but sometimes it’s literally the first thing I do after waking up that bad it is.

Idk if y’all believe it or not but I have an immense potential of achieving success but it feels like this is limiting my potential, it’s killing my confidence daily and my overall subconscious will to stop/start things which are challenging because this obstacle I’m unable to overcome. It gives my body nowadays such weird feeling that it feels empty from within and i can’t even sleep without thinking about it. I have an inconsistent gym habit as well, the days I don’t go is because I feel tired and you already know the reason of it.

This is limiting my potential so much, I can’t even explain that. I’m fed up of myself now, I’m going to give it up now from today right now, idc how much it hurts but imagining myself as a loser in future just because of what? THIS? No I am much greater than this, I have a bigger purpose in life than just lusting over random women on internet, imma consciously define my path myself